In the past months I have changed a lot. I know I have said this more than once. The thing is I used to, well I still do, see it. See it in the way I behaved, held myself and just the way I went about my day. However, now, there is a different reason why I’m coming back to me changing inside.
I finally feel different too. I don’t feel like the girl I was roughly seven months ago. I feel that I am finally becoming the lady I imagined to be as a little girl. I can feel myself changing inside. All the changes I made to my outside world have changed the way I feel and think. Well I’m still a wonderer, but I’ve kind of accepted that, that is just the way I am.
It is wondering that brought me to my revelation. I was wondering what I was going to do about letting new people in my life. How am I going to cope? How do I make sure I don’t end up where I started roughly seven months ago? As I asked myself these questions I immediately knew the answers.
Catch up on my new people wonderings here.
There’s very little chance of me ending up where I was. First of all I am not the same person anymore. I feel more empowered. I have a stronger sense of “I can handle this”. Second I have taken my time figure out what I want in my life. I kinda figure that knowing who or at least what kind of persons I want in my life will help me distinguish between right and wrong.
Somehow I can’t help but wonder whether I am thinking about it too simple.