This past week my path was filled with passages of turbulence and smooth sailing. It has become clear that there are certain events in my life that need to be changed. Things that I do to myself and things being done. It all has a lot to do with the way some people in my life are. I do not know if this a good thing or a bad thing but thanks to the turbulence I have found out that I was right. I am changing course.
Catching up on last week’s wonder makes this a much easier read!
The way some people in my life are, are not qualities I would want to surround myself with. A couple months back someone very close to me convinced me to keep them because the benefits were more than the downsides, which to me was not a good argument. The argument that got to me was that the contact between me and the persons in question would be limited to almost zero. Almost has resulted to be the key word. You live and learn I suppose. It did get me thinking about the phrase:
‘’You teach people how to treat you by what you allow, what you stop and what you reinforce.’’– Tony Gaskins
I would like to think that I treat myself incredibly well. However if you do not have direct contact with me, you do not get to see that. Last weeks events have made me realize that perhaps I need to be clearer about what I want in every sector in my life. Hence that things need to change again. I am ready to make some cuts again. These will most definitely lead to more happiness. The funny thing is normally I would wonder whether it would lead to more happiness. Now I know.
I only wonder where this path will lead me. I feel like this past week, with all the turbulence, I have gotten to know another part of who I am. The part that I am discovering now is a part I quite like. Especially since my anger has worked as oil on the fire of my quest to make My Story Of I my own story. I wonder whether the turbulence was put there to push me into the next leap of faith that I need to take.
I can now see the crossroads I just have to find out what the choices are.